My biggest mistake to date.

I won't go into details- not because you don't want to hear them but because I don't want to go into them. But I've made the biggest mistake of my life, even greater than leaving USAFA and giving up my free, guaranteed education and place in the military. I had to think about that for a few minutes to make sure about my position on that thought, but its true.

I finally cried today. I kinda feel relieved now.

Hopefully the way to go is up now.